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Penelope Begin Again

by Jugboy

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Hi everyone! Thank you for coming out, it is my absolute pleasure to introduce the third annual Town City talent variety show. We have a lot of great guests tonight, including sets by local celebrities Jean the Jelly Bean Boy, Robo-Doug, and four hungry bats, one wearing hats. But first up on the docket, a talent that i specifically chose as the opener when i got the list of acts, carmex The smoothe crude attitude dude performing a song he wrote for his late grandmother, Janet, the smoothe crude attitude gramma. Give it up gang. I have eaten bees Bees have eaten me Their trees are in their knees Cuz they are hungry bees Grandma died And the bees cried Grandma died And the bees cried Grandma died And the bees they cried Oh the bees they cried And they couldn't decide Whether to eat grandma and her body Or let it rot Bees
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Give it all away In a big selfless display For the purpose of a save Get out of harm's way Teach yourself to be Less aggressive, less ornery It's the way you ought to be You should work for free Disregard the fact that We're all under attack By the systems that we trust Guess it's all a bust Overlook the things That they don't want you to see If it's not supposed to be On our radar then we're clean I for one have forgotten why I have any patience for some stuffy guy In an office chair in a suit and tie Younger me got off on his slow demise
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Dumbest Man 02:42
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Without sufficient Expertise in a field Trespassers, gatekeepers Flagrantly hoarding their Stupid wares, stupid scars Treat it like everything I can't say I'm immune Fuck your artform Notably scared of me I don't think you can quite Grasp my sheer indifference In a pinch, in a trench "I'm out of ideas" Take your shit music and Shove it aside for now Fuck your artform
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Gotta treat it like you don't know what it can be Each time you regress Yet each time you're the best Gotta treat it like you don't know what it will be Better to know what is not always shown Incidents rise from a play for the throne And I know that best Overheated in the beating sun of has-beens You look very sharp Would you like me to dance? I complete it with a smile and a handstand And on days when it's dark I slip out and write plans You will die at hands that you know
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Be they expo or sharpie marker I'm huffing them Into my double nostril-holes I'm super high There's no long-term effects at all You should all go out and do it I promise you here today Huffing sharpies is super healthy
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Seamlessly into darkness and A symbol of archaic man Again and again It returns with a vengeance Unknown to an average man Reptilian and amphibian Eyeball your tiny pittance You spin and you spin Letting hatred ascend To the top of the world's marquee Unknown to the average man He doesn't have a plan For anyone who comes to him Strokes their head and sings a hymn
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Out The Gate 03:57
You stay winning when you're ready to go At any time Calm decision making better than impulse Every time You stay winning when you want it to go (x2)
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Uh, this is Brit's ecology song from the pilot episode of So-so. Um, yeah, just sorta some shit I threw together that sounded like a high school project. *Ahem* Mountains high and valleys low Life recycles and plants grow Trees of green and plains of snow Migraters know where to go Hear the planet's aching moan And join hands to let it know Keep its spirits high and show Some love for our vibrant home
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The Obelisk 05:17
Out in a field past a splintering barn Growing taller with rain, but a thing of great scorn A strange obelisk shape and smackdab on this farm And the ground all around it littered in acorns No one knows where it came from Many years passed without one Happy times spent with strictly none So why now did it come to pass?
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Maybe what you want Instead of what you got Is a demon as old as time It's impossible to decipher It's impossible to decipher Maybe drop the act And cover all your tracks Maybe treat it like an open wound It's impossible to decide Impossible to decide
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All sights on focused on the brim So we ignore the body of this bristled thing All lines centered, swear to god I swear with or without a ruler in the clouds We might approach a point in time Where we don't know where we stand on all of this Where we can't go on
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Hey kid, you gotta try to be there You gotta try to listen It's gonna become useful Young man, you gotta hoard the resource You gotta trade with info You're gonna wanna hear this Young me, you're a fucking reject You're a modern nightmare You gotta try to be there Young me, if I could've been there If I could've shown you If I could've been there Try as I might I can't make sense of what it should've been Dead in the night Head isn't right I guess I would've been Try as I might I can't ignite Another candlelit Walk in the park Alone in the dark I guess it really was me Hey man, cool it with the pills there You're gonna want your health when Everything goes sideways Hey guy, I hope somebody told you that in spite of all things you're really not the issue Hey kid, I hope somebody hears you I hope you learn to speak up I hope you go to a shrink Hey me, people come and go man Soon you'll be a grown man You gotta quit the weird shit
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I speak and poise at a lattice all day That I might be the first to leave But when the lattice speaks, in turn I grow sheet white and cannot breathe The lattice knows desire like desire knows itself Its overlapping strips of plank board keep me in a trance Within which I can almost squint to see the scene behind it But the underlying image is of messy dissonance The lattice cannot speak so broadly As its information's rare And so, in place of this divulging It resends requests to share And in the face of this request I feel and fear that I am bare Because the lattice is so intricate But me, there's nothing there
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The promise of a brand-new start, While compelling, is not enough To justify all destruction and strife The only pain that we plan to know Is the disorganization of a studio Here we are I would love to inflict destruction and strife Don't try to fuck with an hourglass mid-flip You're gonna find that you did it anyway Or anyhow or anywhere at anytime and any why And everywhere you did it
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How many times has the floor opened up And absorbed everything that's not blue? How many times have you stared at the ground And accepted your defeat to the rug beneath your feet? Communication is important to a happy stasis But on what kind of basis? Always undershooting. Irregularities like charity whenever it happens I'm gonna fucking snap man Always falling short Why's it permissible for only you to be a shithead? You're a fucking man-child Always undershooting Share this the webpage URL these birds fat
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Get a pet frog Get a pet frog Train it in your downtime Take it all around town Make a little hat Carve a little cane Sew the frog a new suit You should have your notes out Hey does the distinction that this is a new suit imply that at one point the frog had an old suit? Yes. Get a pet frog Get a pet frog Train it in your downtime Teach it how to square dance Get a pet frog Get a pet frog Everything is ending Permanence is fleeting I love you more than any combination of words mouths can say I'm so afraid that one day I will cave Through all this time, I've come to the decision that we're all about To lose our minds
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Stupid is the man who breathes in passion and lets out a noxious poison--bitterness Selfish is my name, I dispense evil in return for everything I'm granted man Pointless is the life I built on envy, comparing myself with others all the time Pointlessly attempting to get into afterlives I don't believe in, I'm irrational Irrational Irrational I believe you know eactly what I want I believe you know exactly where it is [Background] I hope you die Hope you die Hope you die
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So you wanna wear it in? You wanna wear it out? You wanna feel again What once was thought to be a myth Or a monolith in a seedy part of town Flanagan-shade cardigan And lies seeping from your mouth Oh you wanna throw a punch? You really shouldn't try You think you'll lose some pride I think you'll lose your eye to some stray shrapnel Life is a big, massive let-down Hooligan, can we start again? I can hardly hear the sound
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Light refracts through the stain glass Like a deli slicer dividing cartilage and bone And it can't wait to do it to me Most software's terms of service Isn't even binding in a court of law because it stinks And they're deliberately tricking their userbase Everything that you can scope with your eyes Is a product of a permutation way beyond our simple minds And it's a problem when your job is to deduce these things And every new solution is a fact for 7 days before it's not Light shines in through the window Indicating morning and incinerating both my eyes And I can't wait to go back to sleep Every time that you reject some authority They're actually allowing it and if you crossed a line then you'd be dead In a landfill with your limbs all bound together And your family would get a letter saying that you moved to Pakistan And I don't know just what the score is with the government But man they're hiding hover crafts and poisoning our drinking water When they're intimidated, harmful drugs are integrated Classes further separated, and they outlaw helpful chems Our whole economy relies on sociopathy From all the prissy pedigrees, not to mention pedophiles Whose single goal is to drain all of our souls Of the common sense and follow-through we need to finally revolt Light seeps out of my window Illuminating roads built by an organized crime group Another light shines from somewhere in the room And I turn to face my phone recording, documenting my whole tune
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Suck my dick you pompous fucking loser I am god Seated in the middle Like so many before me have been Keeping up a front That's what you meant to me Not what you mean to me
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Can I get the recipe The recipe's too good to give to me? If it's good to give you to you then it's fine to give to me Yesterday I hoped that you'd be my friend I check my locks incessantly When I die I'll mummify myself Don't even try to help Cause you'll probably fuck it up Years ago I was a manic pretender Picture perfect tragedy Pickup lines and stealing from the blind Go easy in the night, stupid frat boy needs to die Yesterday I hoped that you'd be my friend
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Trying harder is often off from the touch of a broken wing Bleeding candidate soft or hard Is annoying to ideal living All the fasteners off for all to experience new beginning And the cameras are off So rest assured that you're away from simple panning
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Am I close? I don't know how to begin Like a vendor I'm just down here each weekend Common sense says Do a switch-off, take a breath But I'm close I could swear I were next Do you notice When I do things for you? Is the effort realized and approved? Are the notes right? The beat nice? The bass low? Or what? Am I hearing you correct? Am I good?
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Some joints by Jugboy. I promise the next project will be more cohesive than this one. Believe me, I want to make another focused musical project with a theme and transitions and shit, but I've been doing a lot lately.

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released July 9, 2023

Skeleton pic by Indica Hopscotch or maybe Michael or maybe me, I forget
Some lyrics on track 16 by Michael Sturgeon
Guitar on tracks 15, 16, and 21, 32, 36, and 43 by Michael Sturgeon
Bass on tracks 16 and 42 by Indica Hopscotch
Guitar on tracks 21, 29, 32, 36, 40, and 43 by Indica Hopscotch
Track 26 samples/was made in conjunction with Toottootmcgoot
The penultimate bonus track was made by inputting a few of my tracks into AI Jukebox

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