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Rubrics

by Jugboy

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1.
Boil Down 03:15
the silence says it all the look of sheer defeat upsetness in a pure form unadulterated heat boil me down to a syrup chew me up hate me for all that I can do
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yes i know it's winter you don't have to remind me of my cause spare me with these dilemmas, diplomas i'm not sure if i see this as a loss recognize the futility keep it on your sleeve if you think that's an issue i invite you to leave
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Luminescence 04:36
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can we get a few more in? can we get a few more in? can we put in extra work just to get it done for me? can you put your nose down please? can you keep your eyes on me? can't you see my priorities? adding up i protect my bottom-line and you aren't down there to me you're special in a numerical way
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Head & Heart 03:23
there's just no way to say how much i love you you never make me cry and that's just fine i've only got my fear to burn above me you know we all get scared from time to time love me with your head and heart love me from the place it starts love me with your head and heart love me like a child there's just no way to play the things i'm feeling no way to tell you all the things i mean everyday i only feel like stealing away to where i know i can be free love me with your head and heart love me from the place it starts love me with your head and heart love me when i'm wild
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Healthism 03:12
once i had a reflex to a certain string of words though i lost it and i lost my sense of self once i would respond to a name or to a number and since then i haven't thought to use the belt health's not just a funny word they use to stress you out it's a product of the stink you wallow in when i am serving time, i promise dearly to combine my thoughts of suicide with thoughts of getting out violence was the answer to your prayers you climb the stairs and confront god he says to take a number and wait i don't mince words, i don't track all of your affairs i'm just a mold of someone else i used to be
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outside of my eyeline things don't oft exist only when i shift my point of view do i see you
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Cool Stefani 02:49
it's hard to remember how it felt before now i've found the love of my life passes things get more comfortable everything is going right and after all the obstacles it's good to see you now with someone else and it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends after all that we've been through i know we're cool i know we're cool
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all day you are told that you learn from the best all the while hoping for a better way to test if you weren't punching down, would i love you anyway? it's aggressive from the outside, but it's better off this way
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Wasted Time 03:36
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what the hell is intention? what could it even fucking mean? what is the purpose of trying? what does it mean to succeed? what is human consciousness? what is human greed? what is human you? what is human me?
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lost in the maze that you created for yourself each decision that you've made locking firmly into place
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Prosaic Pug 04:12
thinking back on what we used to talk about dreams and aspirations by the way i could tell that it wasn't everyday someone like you tried to involve themselves with something personal it's no small task when you're paranoid every second every minute every day that's just naysaying even on my darkest of days, I'd never ask you to stay please don't leave me, please don't disappear in the night everything I wanted to say, I simply tucked it away don't forget me, please don't let me out of your sight gauche, in many ways we are ghosts and this strange thing we shared left its essence in the air where always trying to act like I thought I was above getting laid too much effort too much effort makes them hate you you could testify to the fact I never asked to be made it's a trap, they trap you and then they exploit you god is just a kid at a tank ignoring signs that read "don't tap the glass, do not feed" heed gone are days of nutrition facts, i carry rum on my back. do not freeze me, do not cryofreeze me let me die a noble death in my sleep at 26 naturally everybody i know's getting married at 19 sulking on my darkest of days, I should've begged you to stay slaughter me and splay me out like frog dissection everything it told me to say just drove you further away blame confusion, blame a chronic lack of sleep or blame someone who shares my full name and looks about my height and both our clothes are the same shame in our heart of hearts we were both aware it all was a phase tell the world you're afraid of confrontation share a coke with bezos and pledge to be a passionate slave blame abuse or blame it on the chronic cuz I'm thinking now what we used to fret about dreams and aspirations, i can say that i know it's a good bit away you'll be ready though trying to involve yourself with something personal it's no small task when you're paranoid every second every minute every day more than naysaying even on your darkest of days, you tried to inspire change please just leave me, please don't let it turn out alright every role you asked me to play, i simply don't have the range just forget me, please just phase me out of your mind lone 500 years on my phone and 50 days at sea and you will end up like me
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so cold in the night where the river flows sail away hey i'm sorry every day's a new day hooray for love hey i'm lonely trying to find a new way
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The Outlook! 02:16
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leave it up in the air wave your hair i can't bring myself to care leaving without a name a number an email address
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What Is Fair 03:09
don't make me your contact because i don't care don't make any contact don't tell me what's fair some glide on the water some drown in the air most battle with things that the rest wouldn't dare
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this is the last time i overwork myself to become you because it's drawing near and i know you fear my becoming you
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please don't misunderstand hope is a game of chance
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Here's a dump of all the shit I was doing on Soundcloud with a bunch of new songs mixed in. Not sure how to credit the artwork considering it's my real behavioral rubric from kindergarten.

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released February 14, 2022

Produced entirely by Jugboy
Track 5 is a cover of Head and Heart by John Martyn
Track 10 is a cover of Cool by Gwen Stefani
Track 13 contains an interpolation of TSLAMP by MGMT
Track 17 contains an interpolation of Puggsy from Lemmings
Track 18 is a cover of Hyperdrive by Devin Townsend
The guitar on track 22 was performed by Honey Boy
Credit to Phil for coming up with the name for track 12
Bonus track 1 is a cover of I'm Only Sleeping by The Beatles
Bonus track 2 is a cover of Broken by Tears For Fears

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